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The vow was made… the vow must
be kept… the vow was made…
Kusum repeated the words over and over in his
mind.
He sat in his cabin with his Gita spread out on his lap. He had stopped reading
it. The gently rocking ship was silent but for the familiar
rustlings from the main hold amidships. He didn’t hear them.
Thoughts poured through his mind in a wild torrent. That woman he
had met tonight, Nellie Paton. He knew her maiden name: Westphalen.
A sweet, harmless old woman with a passion for chocolate, worrying
about her missing sister, unaware that her sister was far beyond
her concern, and that her worry should be reserved for herself. For
her days were numbered on the fingers of a single hand. Perhaps a
single finger.
And that blond woman, not a Westphalen
herself, yet the mother of one. Mother of a child who would soon be
the last Westphalen. Mother of a child who must die.
Am I sane?
When he thought of the journey he had
embarked upon, the destruction he had already wrought, he
shuddered. And he was only half done.
Richard Westphalen had been the first. He had
been sacrificed to the rakoshi during Kusum’s stay at the London
embassy. He remembered dear Richard: the fear-bulged eyes, the
crying, the whimpering, the begging as he cringed before the
rakoshi and answered in detail every question Kusum put to him
about his aunts and daughter in the United States. He remembered
how piteously Richard Westphalen had pleaded for his life, offering
anything—even his current consort in his place—if only he would be
allowed to live.
Richard Westphalen had not died honorably and
his karma would carry that stain for many incarnations.
The pleasure Kusum had taken in delivering
the screaming Richard Westphalen over to the rakoshi had dismayed
him. He was performing a duty. He was not supposed to enjoy it. But
he had thought at the time that if all three of the remaining
Westphalens were creatures as reprehensible as Richard, fulfilling
the vow would be a service to humanity.
It was not to be so, he had learned. The old
woman, Grace Westphalen, had been made of sterner stuff. She had
acquitted herself well before fainting. She had been unconscious
when Kusum gave her over to the rakoshi.
But Richard and Grace had been strangers to
Kusum. He had seen them only from afar before their sacrifices. He
had investigated their personal habits and studied their routines,
but he had never come close to them, never spoken to them.
Tonight he had stood not half a meter from
Nellie Paton discussing English chocolates with her. He had found
her pleasant and gracious and unassuming. And yet she must die by
his design.
Kusum ground his only fist into his eyes,
forcing himself to think about the pearls he had seen around her
neck, the jewels on her fingers, the luxurious townhouse she owned,
the wealth she commanded, all bought at a terrible price of death
and destruction to his family. Nellie Paton’s ignorance of the
source of her wealth was of no consequence.
Avow had been made…
And the road to a pure karma involved keeping
that vow. Though he had fallen along the way, he could make
everything right again by being true to his first vow, his
vrata. The Goddess had whispered to him in
the night. Kali had shown him the way.
Kusum wondered at the price others had
paid—and soon would have to pay—for the purification of his karma.
The soiling of that karma had been no one’s fault but his own. He
had freely taken a vow of Brahmacharya and
for many years had held to a life of chastity and sexual
continence. Until…
His mind shied away from the days that ended
his life as a Brahmachari. There were
sins—patakas—that stained every life. But
he had committed a mahapataka, thoroughly
polluting his karma. It was a catastrophic blow to his quest for
moksha, the liberation from the karmic
wheel. It meant he would suffer greatly before being born again as
an evil man of low caste. For he had forsaken his vow of Brahmacharya in the most abominable fashion.
But the vrata to his
father he would not forsake: Although the crime was more than a
century in the past, all the descendants of Sir Albert Westphalen
must die for it. Only two were left.
A new noise rose from below. The Mother was
scraping on the hatch. She had caught the Scent and wanted to
hunt.
He rose and stepped to his cabin door, then
stopped, uncertain of what to do. He knew the Paton woman had
received the candies. Before leaving London he had injected each
piece with a few drops of the elixir and had left the wrapped and
addressed parcel in the care of an embassy secretary to hold until
she received word to mail it. And now it had arrived. All would be
perfect.
Except for Jack.
Jack obviously knew the Westphalens. A
startling coincidence but not outlandish when one considered that
both the Westphalens and Kusum knew Jack through Burkes at the U.K.
Mission. And Jack had apparently come into possession of the small
bottle of elixir Kusum had arranged for Grace Westphalen to receive
last weekend. Had it been mere chance that he had picked that
particular bottle to investigate? From what little Kusum knew of
Jack, he doubted it.
For all the considerable risk Jack
represented—his innate intuitive abilities and his capacity and
willingness to do physical damage made him a very dangerous
man—Kusum was loath to see him come to harm. He was indebted to him
for returning the necklace in time. More importantly, Jack was too
rare a creature in the Western world—Kusum did not want to be
responsible for his extinction. And finally, there was a certain
kinship he felt toward the man. He sensed Repairman Jack to be an
outcast in his own land, just as Kusum had been in his until
recently. True, Kusum had an ever-growing following at home and now
moved in the upper circles of India’s diplomatic corps as if he
belonged there, but he was still an outcast in his heart. For he
would never—could never—be a part of the “new India.”
The “new India” indeed! Once he had fulfilled
his vow he would return home with his rakoshi. And then he would
begin the task of transforming the “new India” back into a land
true to its heritage.
He had the time.
And he had the rakoshi.
The Mother’s scraping against the hatch door
became more insistent. He would have to let her hunt tonight. All
he could hope for was that the Paton woman had eaten a piece of the
candy and that the Mother would lead her youngling there. He was
quite sure Jack had the bottle of elixir, and that he had tasted it
some time yesterday—a single drop was enough to draw a rakosh. It
was unlikely he would taste it twice. And so it must be the Paton
woman who now carried the scent.
Anticipation filled Kusum as he started below
to free the Mother and her youngling.